February 2012
14 posts
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i miss kissing when i look like shit. being kissed when i look awful is such an awesome feeling.
So, now I shall talk every night. To myself. To the moon… I talk to myself and...
– Sylvia Plath (via 2peaches)
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when you plan on being a good grade 2 teacher, no one ever tells you about assessment and evaluation and adaptive dimension and cross curricular competencies and outcomes and indicators and inquiry based learning and directed reading-thinking approaches and differentiated instruction…………..
up to my ears in planning for the next week.
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i just finished watching lost, like the series finale, and im really, like actually scared- borderline terrified.
stuff that fucks with my perception of reality and especially in a “am i actually alive” sort of way really messes with me on a deep psychological level. i cant shake this. i feel like there is something behind me even though i am laying on my back. everything i hear...
January 2012
15 posts
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whatever persists
or turns to pain between us, they will still
be there. Such permanence is terrifying.
whatever persists
or turns to pain between us, they will still
be there. Such permanence is terrifying.
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ive never really felt like i could not complete a semester until now. until this afternoon, in my 3rd class of the semester, where i stopped writing and started tying knots. started questioning what i am actually going to have to do every day if i do finish this damn semester. for the rest of my life, every day, filled with this bull shit kind of discussion of feeling and ethic. so yes, i am...
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i feel luck to have eyes and view this →
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new years eve 2011
definition of banged up.
i blacked out playing flip cup, but at least it was on a win. then i woke up in a completely different house, next to a passed out guy i havent ever seen. i think the fear alone made me throw up. but then i saw sara and she drove me back to the original house. i got down to my undies in 2 seconds flat because the hottub was open. yadda yadda jason,...
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December 2011
14 posts
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November 2011
5 posts
my best friend’s mother passed away last friday. today was her funeral.
shes like my sister. shes family. shes the person who’s been there for 15 years without fail. im just so proud that she is so strong, and her dad and brother too, but this doesn’t stop hurting for them. i just want her to stay with me so she doesnt have to cry alone and stuff. im really worried for her, even...
October 2011
6 posts
I like to touch your tattoos in complete
darkness, when I cant see them....
– Kim Addonizio, First Poem for You